My Memories...

When I woke up this morning, I was really scared for I somehow lost my memory of my life after my dream... I can't remember partial memories of my life and I feel helpless to be cracking my head for the memories to come back...
In my dream...
I dreamt that I live in year 2004 and I had a cat call Momo...I was reading my diary dated in 2004 whereby there are some events happening in my life that I never have had before and some events should not happen in that time of the year... I keep having the feeling that it was not right but the reality just could not come back to me and I begin to feel helpless that I start to have some blurry vision of my memories rolling in my head that I just could not get it right...
In my reality...
I woke up from my dream and I had a short lost of memory that I begin to crack my head to find those blurry visions back...
"What year am I in now?"
"Is Momo still here?"
"How many cats do I still have?"
"Does these events really take part in year 2004?"
"What should I be doing now?"
"What have I missed?"
...
The feeling of losing my memories is really scary and it feels that there is something missing in my life that I should have or could have remembered and I must remembered...It's like a damage film rolling in my mind that it seems so clear yet there are missing parts that I should have or could have remembered...
I blanked out for around half an hour before I regained my memory...

Random Rants

Since August, our classes have began to get busy with things but my everyday is filled with laughter and surprises n_n Well, I don't usually rant on my blog but I really feel that something in me that is going to explode if I don't say it out...

Now it's the beginning of Week 8 which makes me a little worried with my studies though this semester, I'm taking 3 subjects but one of them makes me worried the most is one of my business for I don't actually understand much what I'm learning and every lecture, I would say, I almost fell asleep for the lecture class is simply dull and I failed my quiz which I'll have higher probability of failing the subject...I don't have much of a motivation to go on with this subject though I'm pushing myself to work it =_=

Well, at least on the bright side, I've got a bunch of friends or you could say "family" to support each other when either one of us is at low mood ^___^

My head is currently filled with those 2 cat dolls but yea, they don't come cheap either so probably buying them around end of this year so just hope that they could wait for me hahaha...

Havta get ready for my group member meetups and today's tutorial and pray that everything works smoothly...

Farewell...

While wondering about how Nancy's health have been doing...a news came to my handphone message informing that she had passed away early this morning...
I was totally blanked as I read the message and hoping that the message was not true...
A sudden memories of her rolled through my head and I broke into tears...

Some regrets came to me...
If only I went to visit her when she was at the General Hospital...
If only I would have been more caring to call her and care for her...

I realized that these regrets were not an important issue anymore but paying a last visit to her before she sets her journey to join God in Heaven...
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I ask my dad if I could pay a last visit to see her before she leaves and my dad brought me to the temple...
In my head, there is only a mindset to pay her a last visit and I was quite rude for I totally forgotten to introduce myself to her family and a do not know how to comfort her family members and all I can say is "Sorry" to her dad and sister who approached me...
I remembered that I was like in a hurry to give them the donation and went straight to look at her, resting very peacefully in the coffin...
I do not know what I should do but rather I was bowing to pray and broke into tears knowing that I will missed her...
Soon after offering joss stick to Nancy, I went off for I feel sad and I do not want to remind her family of the sorrowful feelings of losing their family member...
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Farewell, my friend and we will remember you and missed you...

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Bliss

"Bliss" is just the word to describe my feelings these few days n_n

Our video shooting project was quite smooth spending 2 days time to finish the overall shooting and yesterday after worrying about my final exam result publication for 3 days, I got my result and...yea~ I pass all 4 subjects that I have taken *o*

When I open up my refrigerator, I found some Hershey's chocolate with the name "Bliss", what a coincidence ♥♥ which means that I'll be adding some extra "bliss" to my weight during the holidays =_='''

So far my progress in my To-Do-List is 40% done (kinda lagging off the schedule)...

GAMBATTE!

Final Exam Finally Final n_n

Finally after 2 weeks of suffering for studies and worrying for my final exam, now it has ended and I can enjoy for sometime for my own hobby activities and video shooting for my next semester's assignment n_n

What to do next???

To-Do-List

• Sew curtains and decorating my little doll house
• Sew some dresses for my dolls
• Get my room tidy up after neglecting it for 2 weeks *_*
• Crafting some cute stuff (Hope that it works)
• Learn some ribbon embroidery (if the time allows me to do so)

Hope that everything goes well and I can get these things done before the holiday ends n_='''
One thing for sure is that I'll update my blogs more frequent whenever there is something special happening around me hahaha...

Encouragement

These few days, I've been studying for my final exams and I tend to get headaches and sometimes I think that I'm slowing down and needed more rest than usual...
My exams are just a few days away and sometimes I get distracted to go online to refresh my mind but I'm glad that my exams are next week else I think I'll be studying like crazy hahaha....

My friend got me some caramel candies and they really taste nice especially the traditional-looking green box which is green tea flavor n_n Sometimes he might be a little funny when he asked to give him some encouragement and a wish of "Good Luck" but well, it's a mental solution that gives some mentally encouragement and I felt good when I was frustrated that time...

Well, I'm glad that I have found some inspiration to study n_n

GAMBATTE!!

Exam is Coming Soon

My exam is coming soon and I have 2 subjects in my final exam which will be in a week time but I'm still kinda lagging away for this was the worst week for due date for assignment was everywhere and me and my assignment partners were constantly chasing after time... Finally, everything was done but I just feel that I need a rest...but I do not have the time to take a break...lol...

Recently, I'm addicted to Restaurant City (Facebook Games),

they have lots of new things to attract players to play the game but I'm not so addicted now that I have got the Sushi bar and Drink Bar with the help from my friends n_n
Say Good Bye to Restaurant City until I finish my exam in July~ ^_^

Other from Restaurant City, Poupee is another game which attracts me to play and especially June has come which is the June Bride event (many couples get married in this very month) where my Poupee Girl can get to shop for wedding dress n_n

Lovely right but still my exam is coming and I should concentrate more on my study instead of game but probably a short break to update my Poupee does not make much harm since now that I deserted my Facebook games like Country Story (about a month), Pet Society (3 months), Social City (recently) and Restaurant City (starting from now on since I already hit my target) n_^

Poupee Girl and Ameba Pico will be updated daily only n_n

~GAMBATTE NE~

Kyan!me 2010

Having hopes for the event for the organizer of Kyan!me had promised us that they will expand their expo area from South Court to North Court by Friday but when I got there on Friday, it's still the same and even the last day, it remains the same at the South Court...

Hence, I'll blog the fun part of the Japanese Culture that they have showed for the event n_n

They provide some yukatas (Japanese Summer Kimono) for the public to wear and take pictures with *o*

One of the Japanese Cultural dance performers that have dressed in this lovely Kimono n_n

Escorts in their Shinsengumi (special police force) suits and held their flag high to show VIPs are on the way ^_^

Our Mayor and Mr Fujii Tettsuo

The Shinsengumis, organizer of the event and MC

Cosplayers and I love that cute Pickacu *o*

The Singaporean Japanese Culture Society with their wonderful performance of Japanese cultural dance n_n


This part is where they kick the football into the net to show friendship n_n

My favorite part that day is still the randomness that we have at MomoToys

Shining upon the Yakuza n_n

Onineko introducing the Yakuza to others to gain new members to the gang hehehe....

Yakuza taking his name card out from the pocket to distribute to others ^_^

Cover up their sidekicks who are collecting the protection fee from Shinogane hahaha...

We got Yakuza, Mastermind, Mafia and Ah Long *o*

Black Day in tHe Spring

A random idea came out yesterday when Dino said that she was gonna wear black today for her presentation and hence, we have asked everyone to wear black for the random reason of "celebration of the ancient one turning to prehistoric fossil"...
We don't even know what kind of celebration is that...

Hence, we walked in tHe Spring and found Kyan Anime! having some events at the South Court and our black group went to have a closer look on the booths O_O

Well, today is their first day so it is not well prepared yet and they have not put up the banners yet =_o

Lots of book marks and handmades are on sale at Kaito's booth

Kyan Anime!'s registration booth which is open to anyone to register and get to know their schedule for the event n_n

There are 8 types of competition for registration from cosplay to bento making which is open for registration until 10th of June 2010 O_O

Japanese cultural items for display
I love the origami which are cute

Childhood toys


They are really cute but they are for display only =_+
Hope that 100 Yen could bring these stuff in for sell n_n

Free Yokoso Japan booklets

Looks like he wanna beat up someone O_O

phew...now he looks like his own self hahaha

Group photo taken by Michelle

Another group photo taken by Tomi

My Favourite Cartoonist is in Town

I was so happy for my favorite cartoonist, Kaoru has come to MPH Bookstore at tHe Spring for an autograph session n_n
I reach there just in time for I've overslept but there are many other fans who have reached there earlier and the early birds gets free paper bag, Maid Maiden sticker and notebook but I'm happy enough with autograph from Kaoru and their exclusive bookmarks *o*



See anything wrong on the notice's title?

Other from Kaoru, Keith came as well but I can only choose either one for the way that they make people to queue up is you can't have both cartoonist to autograph for you but you can only have a choice to either queue up at Kaoru or Keith and most people would either have their friends to queue up on another side or just select one and if there is a chance, they'll queue up again for another cartoonist's autograph... =3=


My only choice is to have Kaoru to autograph for me since I love her artwork more *o*

Both Kaoru and Keith can draw very well in a split second and I was amazed the way that they could do it *o*

This is my favorite cartoonist, Kaoru *o*

After the autograph session, they have conducted a comic classroom session to inspire their fans ^_n


They brought their artworks along to show the audience from...

Draft planning of the storyline to...

The finishing work n_n

Keith's lecture was amusing while ^_^

Kaoru shares her experience with all her fans n_n
Their personal tips and experience is very different from learning it from a book for there are things that can't be found in a book ^_^

My Gains: An A5 sketch from Kaoru, A sketched autograph on my Sugar Addict Artbook from Kaoru, 2 Maid Maiden bookmarks and inspiration from their experiences n_n