Farewell...

While wondering about how Nancy's health have been doing...a news came to my handphone message informing that she had passed away early this morning...
I was totally blanked as I read the message and hoping that the message was not true...
A sudden memories of her rolled through my head and I broke into tears...

Some regrets came to me...
If only I went to visit her when she was at the General Hospital...
If only I would have been more caring to call her and care for her...

I realized that these regrets were not an important issue anymore but paying a last visit to her before she sets her journey to join God in Heaven...
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I ask my dad if I could pay a last visit to see her before she leaves and my dad brought me to the temple...
In my head, there is only a mindset to pay her a last visit and I was quite rude for I totally forgotten to introduce myself to her family and a do not know how to comfort her family members and all I can say is "Sorry" to her dad and sister who approached me...
I remembered that I was like in a hurry to give them the donation and went straight to look at her, resting very peacefully in the coffin...
I do not know what I should do but rather I was bowing to pray and broke into tears knowing that I will missed her...
Soon after offering joss stick to Nancy, I went off for I feel sad and I do not want to remind her family of the sorrowful feelings of losing their family member...
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Farewell, my friend and we will remember you and missed you...

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